The Verdict Is Close!

I must say, that I have been very positive regarding the soon to come results of the test and blood work that I had done a few weeks back. However, MANY friends and family keep asking me "did you get the results in?". I am trying not to think about it and just keep going. YES, I am very worried and I can't wait to move on the the next phaze of my life.... This is worse than when the doctors told me I had a tumor in my breast and had to wait 2 months between finding out the news, having it removed and then finding out it was benign. At least then I knew what I was dealing with. Right now, I don't know what I am dealing with or that I am even going to have to deal with anything. I know my friends and family are concerned, but the constant reminder that I am waiting for "results" is not good for my attitude or health. I had my blood pressure checked Thursday (because it has been high since all this started) and it was 165 over 130. It was really hard to talk that doctor out of calling 911 and sending me to the ER.

I just need an end and pray everyday this was just a scare and I am fine. My doctor appt is Tuesday at 10:30am. I will definitely let you know what he said I soon as I get a chance.

Marcel, please tell Pat to at least have her red blood cell count tested. Mine was 18.5. According to my doctor multiple bruising and or bruises larger than your fist is not good.

I tell Doug that it is a good thing he is so calm and doesn't have a mean bone in his body, because with the amount of bruises on me people would think he beats me. I am always joking with him telling him he better do as I say and not piss me off or I will call the police. The only problem with this threat is that we live in a very small town and Doug knows all the cops, especially the chief....... I need to move!!!!

Well, the next post will be "D Day", (diagnosis day) so talk to you Tuesday! I am praying for good results.

Love all!